To all.

I want to say to every one I have gone through a lot in my life and I am still dealing with a lot. I have had to deal with mental abuse from my husband and know that what he says is his problem not mine. I am afraid for him and feel that he is scared that I am going to leave him. But even that I hurt because of what he says. I also have been through sexual abuse. My brother has abused me and raped me over and over. I have dealt with anger, fear, and pain from losing my childhood. I was also molested by a neighborhood man. He was not around after that. I was abandoned by my parents even though they were at home and I lived with them I did not get the love that a child or children need to have. I was physically and mentally abused by my sister and my class mates. I did not deal well with that but that is the way I have had to deal with things. I have went through treatment and now realize that everything is not my fault. It is theirs and I am ok. I have realized that I have been allowing myself to be abused. I have let this all happen to me. Know that I have the lord in my life I have to give it all to him. But not just that I have been freed and I know that I will be alright.